That is something I realised today. There is nothing you can do to control the weather. You might want the sun to shine, but the rain will pour when it wants to. You cannot ever do enough to make sure there is cheer all around, all the time.
So from now on, I'm going to stop trying.. Because no matter how hard I try, what has to happen will. Stop picking up the pieces, because its never going to be whole again. Just look forward to what will happen in the future. Few things, few people, few experiences want to stay behind, or move forward to a place where you don't belong. Acceptance is the hardest thing to conquer, and that is something we are all trying to fight against.